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Some good news came my way today after a visit to a sports injury specialist about my back injury suffered last year. The legal work over and done with opened this avenue to me. Since this was considered a career ending injury worked heavily in my favor.

After half a day of tests, scans and so forth. I will be going under the knife to get my back fixed up and there is a strong possibliity that I will be getting back to work and lifting like I used to or as close as can be expected :) Monday July 10 is the big day.
This also means that the rest of the summer is going to be recovery and rehab so gonna take advantage of what time I have in the sun and sea while i can this year. :D
I hate operations but not going to pass up this opportunity either.

Thank you again everyone that supported me during the rough times and keep your fingers crossed :D gonna be going big soon :)
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I want to thank you all for the Birthday wishes. With everything going on its so hard to take that little moment for one self and today I feel like I could walk on air. (dont worry I wont try to :) )
You all made me feel so very special today and cant thank you all enough :tighthug:
Here's to another spin around the sun ending and a better one just starting up. :)
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  • Eating: Sushi
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Thank you everyone for your prayers and well wishes. It helped so much in this time and with all that good news.

My mother is now at home but on a special diet and a therapy regimen to help to continue her recovery. Which im going to be assisting with, although having inherited my stuborness from my mother this may be a interesting couple weeks :) Probaby will have to try and slow her down. As the days pass I will be slowly getting things back to normal as well not sure how long it will be but definitely going to get there.
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  • Playing: SW TOR
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I should have posted this earlier.
To everyone noting me Im sorry about not getting to respond to them thing have been spiraling out of control for me and getting to do everything has been impossible. Once things level out I promise to get back to responding to them.
I havent been ignoring anyone.

My Mother has been in the hospital since saturday and the majority of my time has been there with her and have mostly been looking though things on my phone between keeping Mom company and touching base with what is going on with relatives. Also fighting insomina and just trying to stay positive and not to fold up into a corner somewhere and cry till I flood out the floor. Which has not been easy to the point where i stopped trying.

I want to thank all my friends that have been helping me through this time. I really dont know what I would do without you to lean on during these times.
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  • Watching: Family
  • Playing: SW TOR
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That saying stuck in my mind today and started to think about it.

Ok Love is blind...

And Cupid is a personification of love...

So that makes me wonder.

Who in there right mind gives a blind Cherub a weapon to go out and "make the world a better place through love?"

Yes this is what goes through my mind when im medically balanced.

Happy Valentines day to all :tighthug:

And if you see arrows flying take a dive for it who knows you may run into next :)

Addition...
Ok a DA friend sent me this link and here I thought i was just being a smart..
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  • Watching: the stooges wondering why im home
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I wanted to let people I communicate and chat with on a regular basis that I may not be getting back to them as quickly as usual.
Before 2am this morning I was woken up by my room mate cause my medical alarm was going off and i wasnt waking up.
She slapped me and that woke me up before jabbing me with the injector and then needed a second dose ended up being rushed to the hospital.

I was there most of the day for observation and a few tests and it was determined I had another serious panic attack and maybe was brought on by a insident with my medication that happened last week. They looked at all the medications I had at home and determined it was the period that I was off one of my medications caused it to completely purge from my system left me vunerable to another attack that was boosted from stressors going on in my life. Basically my bodies filtering system was faster than the doctors thought.
I was just released but im exhausted and not sure how coherant im going to be for the rest of the time. I wanted to get this out so people didn't worry why i wasnt responding or haven't been around.
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  • Watching: the stooges wondering why im home
  • Playing: SW TOR, Watchdogs 2, Fallout 4
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I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year.

Lets face it 2016 was a year the majority of us is better off burying too many bad things struck the world.

In 2017 lets make it better make the most of what we have and improve ourselves. Take the fresh year and guide it as we can for a better future for us all. There are so many possiblities ahead of us. Lets explore the best of them and make the future better for all of us :tighthug:
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  • Watching: the stooges wondering why im awake so early
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  • Eating: Breakfast
  • Drinking: coffee
To everyone out there I hope you have a Merry Christmas! :)
For those that dont celebrate the holiday I wish them Happiness and Joy in this time of year.

May your days be Happy and Bright spending time with friends and family. :tighthug:

And Santa.. Um I can explain... :D :huggle: :)
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  • Watching: How the Grinch Stole Christmas
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Bout time I put up something new.

And This is definitely it. I will try to avoid spoilers. I will say this what youve seen in the comercials you will definitely see in the movie. And what bugged the hell out of me when it came to episode 7 and all its mess thankfully wasnt in Rogue One.
In 7 you had that marvelious welcome home feeling that I loved but of course as so many have stated before you saw it all before! it was a rehash just mix in the first three movies and pour it out.

Rogue one you dont get that. Ok yes there is a death star but this is a prequel so I will forgive that. But thats where it ends and becomes its own movie. Which I will say is a refreshing thing for the Star Wars universe. You get that feeling of fresh inspired story but a familiar setting. Everyone that has seen episode 4 knows it happened but not how it happened.
On top of that it shows that the every day person can make a massive differance in a setting where Jedi and Sith take over everything and over power no matter what before hand. These were common people. Soldiers, Rogues, Rebels, and people just thrust into a situation and doing what they can.
This is a war film first and a Sci-fi fantasy second. With settings on worlds that made my jaw drop and mind race with the possibilities. They did a great job over all and will say would love to see more films like this in the Star Wars setting.

Many characters I found memorable and fresh, definitely would love to see them in other movies.
Granted there were some cameo's and easter eggs a few that caught me by surprise and didnt over take the film.

Hopefully Disney will take more of the Star Wars lore and bring it out into movies and even TV shows. Maybe bring out the Old Republic setting where things just feel more vibrant and active rather than the drying out feel of episode 7 where despite its welcoming feel you also felt the entire setting was in a rapid decline drying out before swept up into the dustpan of history. Hopefully Episode 8 will pull it out of that slump. if they take notes from Rogue One it will be well on its way.

In closeing go see Rogue One it does live up to its hype which was more subdued than the media maelstrom that there was for Ep 7. Well worth trudging out into the frigid temperatures of Hoth to see :)
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Ok before I start out on this want to make one thing PERFECTLY clear.
I am not a Democrat nor a Republican. I am an American and before that I am a Human Being. Which that latter part is something I stress cause this is the only planet were on. And in a way I feel that despite where we are in the world we are all here and its time for a part of the population to realize that and its time to grow up.

I know I will be going a bit out there but wanted to get this out before my head explodes cause im really getting tired of Political Bullshit and Greed that is flooding not just here in the USA but all over the world.

Especially here in the US where so many proclaim where the greatest in the world. The internet and DA and the friendships I developed has given me a look at the world and how the world sees things here and I will say its both enlightening and opened my eyes to so many different things.
Ive all ways tried to be open minded to see things and gather ideas and opinions based on fact and observation. To the point where ive actually been watching some news feeds from other countries and finding that looking at things from different angles you actually get the full story rather than what a particular group wants me to see.
When it comes to America this sums up my feelings so elegantly and dramatically
 

Im sure everyone with a TV or internet has seen the prolonged disaster called the Presidential Election that we have going to decide who is the next person to get the blame for everything that goes wrong no matter what. Or maybe in this case the cause of everything that goes wrong.

So I feel that its time for a non politician to run things.. Hell yes.. Do I think Trump is that person HELL NO.
But at first I was psyched about it but then. I looked into things before everything hit the internet his past and so on and said Oh hell no.. between his temperment, Personality and mindset I cant think of anyone worse, Granted I would love to see a businessman come in and straighten things out. Trump is NOT the person to do that.

I feel it is way beyond time for a Female President. But do I think Hilary is the choice. Not really again poor decisions shes made hinges on this.

To be honest I think they both should be in prison Trump especially for how many people hes screwed over alone over the years im amazed that people havent gone after him with torches and pitchforks.

Now who do I think should be in? well its either the one I dont want or the one I REALLY dont want.
Do I feel voting independent is a wasted vote? NO it is a statement that a person is not happy with either one of the main canidates and cant affect mindsets in the future. and anyone that says its wasted is either someone that has to be on a winning team and then screams to the heavens when they still lose or really doesnt get it.

Do I feel this country needs a massive wake up call. Needs to put aside fear and paranoia for Understanding, Education and most of all rehabilitation of a system that is beyond corrupt.

Churchill said "A really good compromise is the one that leaves both sides equally dissatisfied." and this country started out with compromises with negiations and unfortunately war. We worked, compromised and built friendships.
Now were bickering like children wanting all or nothing.. I wont do this cause the other side will win. Neither side wins or looses if ALL of us Loses.
We had bills that were virtually identical but were shot down cause it was written by one side or another and that was the only reason.
Others passed and then Vetoed that they were bad and then the veto countered cause well it was Obama and not the fact that After they countere it then they READ it and realized it was bad and then blamed him again cause he didnt explain it to the children in grown adult bodies.

Time for us to grow up.

Time for term limits on Congressmen and Senators. Do your job and not fear for it.. no more lifetime politicians (if there is a petition out there for this and be put up to a vote of the US population and not the mindless morons we have running things let me know I will sign instantly )
Time for no more lobbiests and groups linining pockets of politicians to make them puppets for corporate or worse other countries interests
No more lining the bills with pork and self interests.
Time to look at things that dont work and WORK at fixing things.
And time for every country to start waking up to look not just at what is falling apart in there own country but all over the world. No person is an island and again we are stuck on this planet for now and time to put politics aside for what is good for the people and I mean ALL people.

Most of all time for those that dont all ready know this that WE are not the only ones in the world and should start to realize that its time for everyone to grow up. And that is everyone around the world to stop killing each other over religious or political reasons to start talking to start realizing that "we" may not be right and that looking at other things should be considered and reconised and then live and let live.

Ok my rant is over but remember people to look at things and dont just go "I will do this cause its this party or that person saying to do it." Educate yourself on more than a twitter post or what some pundist rants about on some show. Look at all sides look at the history and then the person and make your decision then.

Remember were all in this together. Time to think about the next person as much as ourselves.
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Its been a while since I posted anything and have had a few questions on how i was doing.
Last rehab session was on Friday and today the doctors had another look at me.

Long story short my back has been weakened but through other exercises can keep it strong and the pain down to more just letting me know its still there rather than anything truly painful. But power lifting and other lifting is out of the question but some work with weights I can still do and the rest is using machines at the gym. So its a matter of compromise and adjustment.
But it does mean that many of the clients I used to have I cant work with anymore cause I have to be able to handle the weights as well. So regretfully have to say to them that i cant be there for them. Some of them I have really grown attached to helping out, especially starting out into Body building and I think they will go far if they decide to go pro.

So have made many of the adjustments all ready and a few more to come.

The legal matters I wont go into many of them are giving me a headache but I think its about as good as I can expect considering the situation.

Hope everyone takes care :hug:
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With everything going on I almost missed my favorite days for the Height enhanced.

Its hug a giantess day! :icongiantsmotherhugplz: To all my friends and everyone else out there a big hug for one and all :)

Granted this one im staying the right size to fit anywhere inside where there is air-conditioning! Wow now I know what a vampire feels like when sunlight hits them. Yes its that hot here..
So its a smaller big hug than last year hehe :)

Hope everyone has a great day and stays cool :)
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When you can't run anymore, you crawl... and when you can't do that -- From the woefully short series Serenity

Everyone that has read my journals knows of my panic attacks and ive been managing them and have been going in regularly for checkups and tweaks to my prescriptions to keep it under control.
Last Friday went in for another battery of tests. and I went in knowing there was something amiss and brought it up again. The fact ive been noticing a very blatant delay in motor activity between my left and right side. Anyone that lifts knows that having problems like that can be dangerious, cause balance issues and add in heavy weights could seriously injure myself or others. 
Yesterday I got a call that they wanted me to come in to go through the results. Not a good sign..

Today they set it down in terms. My panic attacks have been causing a condition called Ataxia. They think if I stopped having the attacks I will stop causing damage to the motor control center of my brain. I know if its not one thing its another with my head.
They set me up with another medication and altered the dose on another next month more testing and see what happens.

My rehabilitation from my accident is going well, and havent felt this good since it happened and they say my rehabilitation is going well. Also may be driving my therapist crazy with wanting to do more, Within reason.

Regardless of this I think it would be irresponsible not to mention dangerious for me to continue to do heavy free weights. this will affect quite a few things for me going forward but doesnt mean im going to stop working out. I will just have to do it differently.
I'm no where near starting to crawl. Im going to keep running, to keep moving ever forward just have to take a slightly different path getting there.

I want to thank everyone that has been supporting me though all this. Picking me up when i stumble on the path ive taken in life.
Ever moving forward. :tighthug:
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The last few weeks have been a mental and physical obstacle course and a lot of things have been going through my mind. What if this or that.. and so many quotes that just seemed to pop in and out. Little tidbits of wisdom and humor.
Two have been a bit more prevalent in my mind than the others.

"Not every dark cloud has a silver lining, Sometimes whats behind them is much much worse." From the TORG RPG

And

“I’ve been thinking. When life gives you lemons? Don’t make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don’t want your damn lemons! What am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life’s manager! Make life rue the day it thought is could give me lemons! Do you know who I am? I’m the man who’s going to burn your house down! With the lemons! I’m going to get my engineers to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!”
Cave Johnson from the portal game series.

Yeah did a lot of thinking, some crazier than others. And a lot of work moving forward working with the insurance company, Getting a new car, healing up. And dealing with two panic attacks over the last few weeks.
Taking a little time for some fun with a convention and just forgetting everything for a few days. A lot of laughs and good humor some of the best medicine around.
But ever looking forward and dreading what may be said next when I go in for the next checkup.
Which was yesterday.
Starting Monday im going to be rehabing my back and shoulder. But for the foreseeable future the idea of heavy lifting or power lifting is out of the question the heavy strain and motions being something that will bring the worst in a all ready compromised spine. Which im told will probably never be 100%. But I can workout, tone and sculpt but probably never have the mass I had before.
Which I will say was my safety blanket. I felt good, made me feel confident, more assure of myself knowing I was a bit more than. Its a hard thing to really describe but it felt good especially after a good workout.
What am I going to do?
Im going to rehab, to see where i can take myself and then go there.
How do I feel?
Uncertain, nervious, fustrated. Many people know how quickly ones life can change, Many in more extreme ways than I have been dealing with. If they can go forward. Then whats stopping me?
Nothing but myself. So its time for me to get out of my way and go forward.

I want to thank everyone for there prayers and kind words. The support is keeping me going the wind in my sails.
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I really didnt know if i should post this or not cause of the timing of it all. But with so many friends asking based on some or my replies I figured it would save some time.
As many friends know. Im a bit of a mess right now. On the second on the way in to work I got struck by a reckless driver bursting out of a gas station lot at speed while I was doing nearly 30mph hitting the front passinger side of my SUV totaling it. This drive I learned had no insurance, expired lisence and after talking with the officer on scene the day after found out he was on parole. Yes the wonderful trifecta.
Luckally between cameras, Witnesses and a officer in a marked squad a few cars behind me things happened quickly.
Also can no longer say that there is never a cop around when you need one.
I was saved by more serious injuries by airbags and other safety items. But now there is some doubt on my future.. I started out with a tweaked neck and shoulder but later a sharp pain in my back. Turns out the impact shook up my spine and a disc slipped, The doctors said it was most likely my excelent physical health that played a role in it not being worse. It was re aligned and I get another brace to wear for a few weeks. But this also could mean that i wont be able to lift anymore if i dont heal properly. It was suggested that I give up lifting entirely. Also could mean limatations of what i could do working at the gym as well. Right now im on limatations that include not being allowed to lift over 5lbs till at least I go in for a check up and see how im progressing, The ironic part of that is my laptop is well over that limit. wonder if I can bolt it to a drone  and just fly it beside me.

It turns out I did the right thing by keeping up full coverage. cause this is saving me a ton of headaches, including affording a new car, which if i didnt wouldnt be able to. Also the fact there on my side going after the guy. Which granted may be for them to save themselves money on this whole ordeal but its nice to have a common interest at the time.

Please keep your fingers crossed for me. Working out is a huge stress reliever for me and I expect to be going crazy-er within the next week..
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  • Playing: Star Wars the old Republic, Division, Fallout 4
  • Eating: Breakfast
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That's right another year of me upon the world (or over it depending on ) A lot of ups and downs during this time I cant help but reflect and realized through the time that all my friends were there to support and cheer when I needed it, a ear to listen, time to chat and mostly for putting up with me through it all. Also being there during the good times adding cheer and fun.

Thank you all my friends for being more than i could ever hope for :tighthug:
And thanks to everyone for there Birthday wishes and gifts here on DA and elsewhere online and off. I dont know what to day but I treasure every friend I have and hope to make more in the next 365 days and beyond :)

Hopefully will have enough cake for everyone :D
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  • Eating: CAAAAAKKKKKEEEE :D
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Two of my stories out in one week.. WOW didnt expect to see them out quite this fast.
Again I really hope everyone enjoys this as much as I did coming up with it. :) and More is to come :)
And I dont just mean Reds height :D

More can be found here :icongiantess-fan-comics:
Giantess Meets Her Fans - Worst Day Ever 2

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Finally the final issue of My first comic series has been released and it hit me. This is the end of one story. One chapter and Ive been given opportunities to write more and to my amazement Ive received such positive input from so many.
Thanks to :iconmuscle-fan-comics:for giving me an outlet that to be honest i don't think I would have taken if it wasn't for Mac Rome :iconmacromega: approaching me to do a story. Its amazing how good it feels to put a story out. and I still have stories for :icongiantess-fan-comics: and :iconvore-fan-comics: so im far from finished :)

Thanks everyone who has supported me in this and I hope you enjoy this issue. :hug:

Final Results - Results May Vary 4
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Many of the artists here I watch are starting to do animations the Cell style anime and tradition western animation and on Lifehacker
lifehacker.com/opentoonz-the-2…
OpenToonz the same software that Studio Ghibli used for Spirited Away and other amazing films. Has gone open source online, Here is the main site to get the software www.toonzpremium.com/

Thought I would spread the world to help out any artists looking for a tool to add to there animation arsenal.

All the details are there. Hope this helps :)
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:icongiantess-fan-comics: Released a teaser for my latest Giantess comic Worst Day Ever 2 the follow up of my first true Giantess comic and loved coming up with the comedy for this series. and was so happy when I was asked to do another. and another after this. :)
I couldnt have done this with out my fans, the artists and all those that are willing to put up with me to put this together. Thank you so much for helping me make this possible. :tighthug:
How you vision it when a giantess meets her fans? or Fans meet there giantess?
Giantess Meets Giantess Fans

Giantess Meets Giantess Fans by giantess-fan-comics


A preview page from Worst Day Ever 2, featuring Red's further adventures in giantess growth of all kinds by all methods!

Synopsis: Red enjoys her first day as a Giantess in a world that revolves around the growth fetish in all its forms… as well as a little payback for the crap day she started out with.

Tags: Giantess, mega-giantess, growth, breast expansion, mini-giantess, multiple giantesses, female muscle growth
Pages: 17 + Cover
Written by: :icongiantess-cassie:
Lineart by: Kaka (Sedna Studios)
Colors by: LRC (Sedna Studios)
Issue #2 release date: May 14th, 2016
Issue Link: Worst Day Ever 2
Series Link: Worst Day Ever

Here are the cover and preview page for issue #1:

Worst Day Ever - Red Alert by giantess-fan-comics 

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Top of Her Class by giantess-fan-comics


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